Friday, February 20, 2009

Pipe+lighter+previous drug problems = VERY BAD

[David]
Pipe+lighter+previous drug problems = VERY BAD.
paranoia
seriously... its no big deal
[David]
No, that's a big deal.
paranoia
how so?
[David]
Well, why did you have that pipe?
paranoia
no reason
[David]
I call bullshit.
paranoia
lol why do you think i had it?
[David]
Drugs. It was a rhetorical question, for the most part.
paranoia
wow. I got it from a friend, I was just holding it for the most part
[David]
*snickers a little*
[David]
While i somewhat believe you hear, it's just kind of funny that, inadvertently, you used one of the oldest excuses in the book
paranoia
lol yeah i know it seems bad, they said i could use it. so now im trying to resist the urge to... not fun


So Im holding a pipe for my friend because his parents are checking him and his room because they think hes using drugs. So I said I would hold it for him. NOT a good idea. Im trying to stop using drugs and now I have a pipe and a lighter. So Im really trying to not use it. And david said if I he heard about me doing anything bad he wont come over anymore. I really dont want that. So I cant do anything bad. Wow I had no idea how hard it would be to stop doing all the bad things i do at once. None of the shit Ive done I can do anymore. Im at a lost of what to do. What do people do instead of the things I do? The things I do everyday that I thought were no bid deal apparently matter now. How weird...

So yeah Im NOT going to screw up this time. Im running out of chances here and Im not going to mess this one up. I just wish it wasnt so fucking hard. Oh well

2 comments:

  1. I really hope you can quit doin all this junk. I know its hard, but I hope you dont give up. I'm prayin for you so much. ha and I dont even know you. But really I am prayin for you so much. Everyday.

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  2. You know I am too, of course. You'll get though, girl. Like the song says, when you're going through hell, keep on going.

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