Wednesday, January 28, 2009

against all odds

Okay so this is what im going to do...
Im going to wait unitl I dont feel the efrects of the drugs, and then Im going to go three days without overdosing. Then Im going to see if I actually like living my life without getting high. I dont think I will. But Im willing to give it a chance. Even if I do go back to getting high I wont do it everyday. lol my body cant take it. I just have to get through the withdraws. Right now is usually when i would take more pills, but im not going to. lol im shaking. Whatever I have to stop. Some part of me knows that but still a bigger part wants to keep doing it. So yeah the next few days are going to be hell... but ill survive. I think Im going to end up cracking though. Its just so easy to get high. lol I know thats no exscuse...


  1. just try and stay strong, Andrea. that's all i ask. i believe in you.

  2. You're right, It's no excuse. The next few days would be hell for you, but it's worth it in the long run.