Its been a day and a half since Ive gotten high. And I feel pretty good. Even though Im still feeling a little bit of the withdrawls. I dont know I feel kind of good that I stopped. Almost like Im normal... Things are pretty good right now.
Ive been eating more and sleeping a lot more. My eyes are a little red but not bloodshot. And I finally have the taste of blood out of my mouth. lol I never thought Id be happy once I stopped getting high. I hope it continues to be like this. Ive promised some friends that I wont use any other drugs or hang out with any bad people until i get my life together. I remember when I said I was too tired to keep getting back up every time i fall. But now I feel like I finally have the strength to do it. And that I can do it.
I am selfish, I am wrong
I am right, I swear I'm right
Swear I knew it all along
And I am
But I am cleaning up so well
I am seeing in me now
The things you swore you saw yourself